Shall I still love him?

Random is back in my dreams. Now though as a nightmare, unlike the love bud ,which once used to exist
Its one hour past midnight now.
The usual time for me to sleep is about 1:30 am and I am always alone up till this late in my home.
But last night, something unusual happened. My phone kept on buzzying continuously. I hurriedly stepped in, to check the messages.
It was a message from Random, years after he found someone else.
I was really very afraid, if that was he only.
But how did he get my number?
Should I have replied to the message?
But I didn’t actually wanted to because I had no little hopes, left out with me.
The hands which once used to hung up by my waist now found something more interesting.
Those little chats which ended up at ‘Hi’, staring much more on expressions now used to, be stretched up arguments. Though I love him but now I do not want to be tied up with him anymore.
That’s absolutely fine on my part.

Isn’t it?

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      1. You are welcome.. I do believe in making efforts and praying, believing.. but for some reason if it’s not really not meant to be it just doesn’t work out.. like there’s an outer force controlling the situation.. ๐Ÿ˜€

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  1. I’m happy you didn’t reply ’cause… if he left you for someone else, it means you’re there as a second option, “the first one didn’t work, I’ll go back to the other” it’s not right. I know it hurts , and will for some time but…. he’s not the guy for you dear

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    1. You know you are the sweetest.โค๐Ÿ˜Š Thank you Novus. You really care for me very much. It is only who is always there to console me. And yes you are right, he was not meant for me.

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  2. A state of mind, to answer or not to answer, all the past rushing in and we are in a rush to decide. But ultimately if it was not good then, it is not good now. Move on to a brighter future. But girl, I must confess we both have the time schedule to sleep. Others might call us night owls, but that’s the best time to be alone and to be with ourselves and our own dear thoughts ain’t it?

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      1. True! I would like to share what my husband and I had gone through. We were separated miles apart and I stopped writing but to make the long story short we ended up together ๐Ÿ˜‰

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