Why am I not feeling mature enough, to hold back to my problems?
Why do I keep on crying?
Why do I have to undergo those insomniac nights?
Am I still that little, to be lullabied?
Please tell me if a lullaby will help me sleep deep.
Keeping aside all my problems.
Yes!
I guess lullaby is the only rope, which will help my thoughts
for him, to attempt a suicide successfully.
I wish him a long life but on a sentence,
And that’s I can rest in peace for ever.
Because, every time and everything holds our memories,
Do I have to move on to a new place?
But what about the memories engraved in my heart?
How should I vanish them?
Ok!
If not vanish,
Can I just bury them back, from where they aroused?
No!
But why?
Then should keep on wailing and keep bearing, the wrath of his memories.
Why do I still feel, that a day will come, when he will be back.
He has moved on…
A new house, new mates, new memories leaving behind
that bonfire, where we used to enjoy sitting together.
Then why am still lying around that bonfire?
Yes!
It is hope that he will be once back turning around.
No!
It’s an obsession
Obsessed I am…..
Yes it’s an obsession of what could have been….
But in the reality he wasn’t meant for you. Just hang on. New hopes, new lives will reach you and you’ll forget the forgettable. 💖
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Indeed novus! Forgettables are meant to forget.
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😉😘
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This is one beautifully written content. Um obsession is good until it exceeds the limit, what’s gone is gone there’s no way coming back. But, Only hope for the good.
Good one shreya 👍
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I guess when the hope reaches excess it is obsession because we can no more get it.
Thank you and I am glad you liked it.:)
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Nice post.. Accept whatever happened.. here everything happens just happens.. good bad are our judgements.. Leaving behind good bad just accept nd move ahead in life.. 😄
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Yes! this is actually the truth but Its really difficult to accept when the situation turns over and over.
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I agree it is difficult but accepting the reality is only the way. If you run away from whatever happened it won’t let you move ahead.. Life is very simple and beautiful if a person accept the thing’s without running away from Truth..
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Wao! I guess you are much more experienced. Quite motivating lines. And you are right, boldly facing the problems is what life is all about! :):)
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Yeah! Facing all the problems & situations but without any judgement is what the life is all about..!
Keep smiling dear.. 😄
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🙂 :3 :w
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One more thing.. Love is a state of being.. love never create problems in life.. Our dreams are the problem, Our attachments and desires are the problem.. Our ideas that we cling to about how things should be – that is the problem…
And our ego doesn’t want to accept the fact that our dreams have been shattered. It doesn’t want to face the reality. Have you noticed how the mind goes on feeding the wounds of a ‘broken heart’ by endlessly running the story of what happened to us. Endlessly chewing on the ‘What if’s’. Like a tongue constantly returning to the hole left by a tooth that was removed by the dentist. It just can’t let it go, can it?
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This is really something awesome you have written on the spot. you are right again. Its only own expectations that make us fall. When we expect nothing in return we are much more happier with a little. But again it hurts, really hurts when u gave away everything for the person and the person instead moves on without even recognising the sacrifices and efforts.
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Yes you got it correctly now..It is own expectations.. and when someone is not able to fulfill our expectations it is our ego that makes us feel hurt/broken..
That why it is very difficult to let go completely of the people who we feel have ‘hurt’ us… We either go on carrying an illusion that the love will somehow miraculously be rekindled, that the other will see the light and come back to us, or we carry hate and revenge against them. We may think we have cut them out of our lives, but every time we see them or hear about them, we have an emotional reaction.. And despite our best endeavors, they keep coming back into our thoughts whenever we are feeling vulnerable or lonely…
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There is a surprise waiting for you in two to three days I guess. Hope u like it.
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Aww 😊
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A typical hangover of the lost love. The after effects of a broken heart and a broken affair. Hang on Shreya, I assure u that time do heal the wounds, its the matter of how deep the wound is. The deepest take more time.
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What if the wound takes two lives to heal but I guess we only live one. But yes time heals itself.
I appreciate your concern and I’m glad u liked
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Oh! This is the fresh wound talking. No wound is big enough not to heal in a life time, and take it that from somebody who has been wounded enough times. But I still manage to move on with a brave heart . At least that’s what i think i am doing. No guy is worth your happiness and self esteem. Mark my words Shreya, You will rise above this situation in no time like a Phoenix bird rising up from the ashes.
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“You will rise above this situation in no time like a Phoenix bird rising up from the ashes.”
You flatter me each time you comment. I guess I saw this in harry potter. I am really motivated by your words. Thank you very much anamika.
❤ ❤
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U r welcome dear.
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Dear blogger.. The only way to really let someone go, and thus be free to get on with our lives, is with gratitude for what they did give us.. Or at least with a focus on appreciating their good qualities, rather than harping on their bad ones. This is not at all easy for the mind, the ego, which would much rather stay with blame and complaint. But it is not difficult for the heart, for the energetic ♥ heart..
The heart 💓 has the capacity to see the positive, even in someone whom the mind can only see as a monster.. That is because the heart doesn’t compare and doesn’t have ideals. It doesn’t have dreams or hopes. It simply sees the present reality, without judging. Judging is a quality of the mind, not the heart, because it requires comparison..
I hope you have energetic 💓 so now onwards you will look into positive aspects of life nd move ahead with happiness… Have beautiful life.. 😄
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For sure. I promise to look at only positive aspects rather than only negative 😆😁😂
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Good i hope it is your true Promise to yourself, don’t break it even if mind rewind old memories.. if you break it will be biggest cheat with SELF.. Here nobody can cheat you except you yourself.. 😁
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Loss, nostalgia and obsession come across in your beautiful poem. I know it’s hard but forward is the place to go. Sometimes people are meant to cross our paths more than once, but not always… There’s so much lying ahead, waiting to happen…Embrace the future❤
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Two thumbs up for this inspiration. Yes there are some people meant to cross our paths but not necessarily stay. We definately have to move forward. There’s no other way round.
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It is easy to move forward only if you listen to your 💓 heart.. Unlike the mind, or ego, the heart doesn’t take personally happened.. It understands that that person has their own problems, their own vulnerability and their own limits that make them behave the way they do. And that has nothing to do with you. Their behavior is their way of covering up their own wounds, fears and needs.. With that understanding, compassion arises. And with that compassion, you can finally let that person go and find peace for yourself..
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Beautiful expressed emotions .I guess crying is natural & healing takes time
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Thank you so very much. Glad u liked it❤💞
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https://lifebeyondimagination16.wordpress.com/2018/02/11/broken-heart-really-broken-or-illusion/
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I have similar problem, about 3 years now
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O’ you could very well relate😁
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Thank you so very much😜
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Thank you for posting! Have a blessed week. Michael 😉
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Haunting- I do know that people tend to hold on to what they know,even if it is not in their best interests. There will come a time when a new presence my captivate you. I hope you give that one a chance.
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Oh I will surely give that chance let something new come to my table😊
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“I guess lullaby is the only rope, which will help my thoughts”
this is so deep. lovely post 😀
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I am glad u got it and enjoyed the post. Thank you himanshu😊
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“Obsessed I am!” Beautiful! I love it! Your work always speaks volumes to me.
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Oh’ thank you very much. I’m glad you enjoy it.
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Hi Shreya, I’m not an expert in love but I just want you to know if you’re meant to be together you will be, but if not then that’s because there’s a better one for you. You are a lovely lady with high intellect, someone like you deserves a reciprocal. It will hurt but it will make you stronger. 😘💖
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You interesting lady!
I love reading ur comments gracii😝
Ok, now after reading ur comment I feel at the top of the world for whom something special is waiting😊
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Aha.. well, you should be inspired.. you should always be inspired so you can write some more.. 😊
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Am expecting another post like this I just read. You really make my day reading this one.
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Great post! Very well written at such a young age.
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Oh! thank you Ravi. Its the most satisfying complement ever.
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