Letter to him….

Wait,
What else do you want out of me?
I have already given you every thing, I ever owned.
No,
Don’t talk about what I gave you,
Just let me know, what I was not able to give you because,
actually I tried my best.
I was never the person you thought me to be,
rather I was working to become the one you wanted me to be.
Hmm! Hah!
It’s all black and white now.
As I am sitting on this table,
writing,
I wonder, if you still love and miss me as I do you.
As I proceed further
with each sentence,
all the moments we spent together lying aimlessly on the couch,
yet interesting,
run through the pages, in front of my eyes, in a blurry vision..
I try to pen down a bit more,
But then,
I realize, I don’t have anything more to jot down,
Am I  all done with writing?
Were we together for only a few moments?
I thought I could write down a novel instead jotting down your feelings for me.
I was so fluffed up.
Somewhere, I realize I was the only one trying to save this relationship.
You were not interested in it at all.
I know it was my mistake that I kept on lingering,
but I expected you to love me,
pay me your most attention but you just ignored me.
I apologise.
I will now move on too as you did much much earlier,
I know,
I have a bad habit, to play football in basketball ground with cricket ball wearing baseball defenders.
No, don’t laugh at least.
But why will you not?
I am that funny and stupid to be laughed upon,
I guess. But its reality.
Trust me, I have the habit of making myself available for anyone and everyone.
I do not know what to address this letter with,
And perhaps this is the only reason, why I am just rolling it,
sealing it forever with some molten lac.
‘Cause I know you don’t recognize me anymore……..

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  1. Well this is the harsh reality of life.. cruel yet true.. the best solution is to forget them, forgive them and move on in your life.. ps- don’t forget to pray for them.. they are going to need it soon in future 😉

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  2. Thanks Mr/Mrs   for accepting and following my blog.

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      1. Thanks for replying  back to me.

        I guess you find my replies to your comment interesting.

        Am totally happy I made you smile  ☺ OK…

        I really enjoyed such post from you.
        Keep the vibes on Mrs Helen

        #PATRICKSTORIES
        Peace ✌and Love ❤

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      1. Thanks for replying  back to me.

        I guess you find my replies to your comment interesting.

        Am totally happy I made you smile  ☺ OK…

        I really enjoyed such post from you.
        Keep the vibes on Mrs Helen

        #PATRICKSTORIES
        Peace ✌and Love ❤

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  3. You know what! I can relate to it alot.. i am going through the same!! Well, i wrote something regarding my feelings last night which is abit similar to you, though you have written it so well! It touched my heart!! So here it goes!!
    I tried hard each day to be better person for you. I tried to feel each of dreams and wanted to sink mine there too.. i tried hard to make you special.. make you feel good about the relationship we share..

    It goes all in vein within a few seconds..
    By a few little words..

    I wish to go back and rub everything i had with you.. the laughter i shared the conversation we did those nights.. those rides.. which still feels like magical to my mind…

    Why do i love you so much that i am still awake and writing for you! Why don’t i shut down my mind and fell asleep just like you!!

    Why this happen to me?? M i not good enough?? Don’t i deserve happiness!!

    I wish i could sit on the driver seat and can drive my own life!!

    Well! It’s my situation!!
    Neway wish you have a great life!! Coz girls are the best😎

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    1. I am so sorry Angelina for you would relate. That piece was written much beautifully than mine. But I’m also happy that you shared your feelings. I hope you are feeling all right now. You can contact me whenever you want.
      #girls are always the best.❤❤❤

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