I’m sorry.

The skies now seem wide apart.
The day I came to know that you were someone existing on this world,
Was the best day ever.
And the days following were peaceful too.
Now it again seems all so gloomy.
A tunnel with no visible end is where I feel myself now.

Just in a moment you made me feel your very soul.
Such was your magical love.
And in a matter of seconds you shattered my heart like anything.
Unaware of my mistake I kept on lingering,
trying to save this bond.
But I guess you misconstrued my intentions.

How would you feel if after a having a long game of basketball which you lose,
You come home to hide yourself, to talk to your dearest love/ friend,
And then she too abandons you.
She’s in her own angers on you.
How would you feel when you are a mere faceless stranger,
For someone who was ‘the only one’ to you.

You were only one I used to share my on goings with.
I didn’t even make friends in my new school because I knew I had someone, with whom I could chat anytime and everytime.
And that too without the fears of any judgement.

I guess now we are at a fork
And its time for our paths to be diverted.
Let’s have and taste what destiny has planned for us.

The only thing I feared ever was rejection.
But your friendship was like blue tea to me.
Rare and relaxing.
We’ll anyway have to move now. Lets move on.
Move to our separate paths perhaps?

Lets bid one final goodbye.
You need to answer me.
For one last time.
A final one,
Goodbye, babe.


This is the last post on my blog. Thank you for all your love and a thank you to all the new people I met.


 

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  1. Hey,

    I am not sure what you are going through. Maybe it’s nothing, or perhaps there’s something. But I hope to see more posts from you. I don’t know you well, but I know enough which I think should be fine. If you want someone to talk to, please drop in a email.

    Take Care.
    All the best for your future endeavors.

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  2. The decision is yours Shreya but you must know that you are loved. You have a beautiful soul and so much to give to this world. I must of sensed that something was wrong as I finally wrote and made all the photos for the challenge you had nominated me for. I will be waiting for your reply before posting it. Take your time. Take all the time you need. Sending good vibes and a big hug your way.

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      1. I’m so happy to hear that Shreya. You got me scare a little. but I’m really relieved that you are well. I’ll make the post available by tomorrow. Sending a big hug your way.

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  3. Shreya . Sorry your posts aren’t coming to my feeds. Lately I have too cut down my wp activity too.
    Therefore I wasn’t updated with you post. (I hope you don’t mind )..
    This write up is so good , beautifully poignant and heart touching.
    Wish you good luck and success.

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  4. I am well understanding about your need to move on. A shattering experience is one reason for such a departure. Then, too, one may just outgrow the aspects of life that sparked a blog, in the first place. Either way, I wish you all peace and happiness, as you move onward, Shreya. ❀

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