Trust

I couldn't trust my mind And so to prevent a memory lapse, I captured you in a video. Trust issues. I couldn't trust you, And so I put derringer at you head. To cage you, To let you not slip away. I couldn't trust myself, And so I slit myself open, Apart, Bleeding profusely. My... Continue Reading →

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Thy taste

I salivate at the thought of it. Your appetizing taste. Emotions sublime, This paralysing euphoria. I feel your lips pressed against mine. The taste rushing through my veins. Thy kiss, Sending shivers down my spine. Lips part then meet, and then again, It's intoxicating. Your juicy tongue slipping again mine, Thy succulent lips pressed against... Continue Reading →

Fiasco

The walls of my mind are painted thick grey. It's all so gloomy. No body seems to be this way. I am not able to just drag myself out of this pit, I'm trapped in. My plans are turning dust, They're turning into a fiasco. My mind no more seems to be functional. I feel... Continue Reading →

Sombre days

With the cars honking at their loudest, I can see flowers drooping and folding into buds. The sun has already hid behind the horizon and the last purple hues have been overpowered by the azul. It is stormy. Even as the traffic is rushing, I can see cars hiding behind one another, honking at their... Continue Reading →

2018- A history!

Life is too short to just live through, Love what you do and do what you love, before it's too late. Leave the ones who hate you, move forward. Love the ones who care for you. Don't simply waste time in improving the old. Build new, you have enough time. Start again. Know it, what... Continue Reading →

Perfidy

Crying doesn't seem to be a solution to this life anymore. I am wet to my bones, crying. I am shivering but that doesn't turn out to lessen my pain anyways. They say, the more you bear, the more you'll have to bear. But I don't have any option. Do I? I can't just go... Continue Reading →

Half-life

Laying aimlessly on the bed, With my eyes wide open, fixed at the wall, This grey, cemented wall is seductive, perhaps? Or perhaps my eyes don't wish to wander? Throat half slit, bleeding profusely, The sheet stained, Memories are running through my eyes in a hurry, With everything set back in a blurred vision. I... Continue Reading →

Teen (LGBTQ)

My teenage wasn't the way I thought it to be, Neither the way I dreamt of, Nor the way others had their's. Frequent mood swings, Endless crying, repenting, struggling, This was my teenage. I realized something about my identity. A truth only I realized, yet. I was a gay. Different from every other girl in... Continue Reading →

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