Gloomy

I know that people have had it even worse than me, But I too struggled the hardest, I could. I am nothing if I am just me. My very inner self seems to be a toxin. It's hard for me to even live for a while now. You don't probably know, but I feel to...

Living dead

Now smoking is the only thing, I can feel myself interested in. I can feel the pleasure. Pleasure of betrayal perhaps? I don't want any friend to accompany me. Now, I'm betrayed enough to get my things myself. I'm dead on my feet living this lie. My life is a lie. And my existence is...

Woebegone world (cleave poem)

The world's painted grey: selfish desires are to be fulfilled yet. Emotionless hearts, yet: and the very own self is what they live for. Gloomy it is all around: With selfish desires and broken hearts all around. Trust is meant to be cheated: ,hearts are meant to be broken. The world looks a sorry sight:...

Unfinished

Sitting all by my self, in a corner of this pretty spacious room, Lights gone out, With cigarette in one hand and a bottle of liquor in the other, You once again managed to picture yourself in my mind. Is it normal? Is breakup a part of relationship? Your eyes are way too seductive. But...

The End!

Hey, What's it? The pen, why is it not working? Am I all done with my life? Is it , where my life was meant to be dragged till? Is it the destination? Have I conquered life or am I left defeated? But how does that even matter, I can anyway rest for a while...

Doleful

The night sky, Full of stars and a cresent moon. I wish my life was that occupied, too. As occupied as the sky is with those zillion stars. Instead, its my body, with those infinite unrecognized scars. But that's okay! These scars are now welcomed. They provide me some relief because I know, that my life...

Mime!

A mime artist exhibits his role, As soon as he finishes off with it The curtains roll down. The conditions force him not to speak, or maybe because he finds not explaining his worries to everyone out there, more comfortable. Anyways he is depressed. A heavy makeup Strong expressions, a joker smile - a medium...

Mr. Ego!!

Dear ego, You proved yourself to be the strongest. Their relationship, you were the one who shattered it like anything and I could not do even something to bind it. You were a barrier, an invisible wall between them which finally broke them apart. But still I continued to climb and tried to escape this...

Abandoned….

You left me, Smoking and drinking came my way. I used to gulp painkillers to reduce the pain of being left, unaware of, that they won't work. Wondering; I started to quaff it everyday. Some shots of intoxication accompanied and people, they termed it drugs. Warned me not to take them anymore. But then should...

Haiku #8

Now the thought of enjoying darkness seems much more dominating than the thought of craving for happiness.....